19/02/2008 my feelings today

today is 19/02/2008.yay!i ahve 2 more weeks to go to china ,but i think i will miss my whole family.1weeks is quite long and its not 1 day.but if never go i will miss this good chance.i think i had betrayed a friend 'sort of''!because she with me are partispating the same cca 'chinese orchestra'she does not how to played or ememorise a song!then,she began to copy me,whatever i do she will do the same.and somemore the singapore youth festival chinese orchestra competition is at april about 2 more months.i cannot let the whole chinese orchestra group to lose just for the person.so,i told the person in-charge and then they started to check.now,i am feeling a bit selfish.but i hope that my friend will forgive me...........what i do is for the whole chinese orchestra group help. 11.25pm finished typing.