Monday, September 22, 2008

pictures



here are some pictures of my past time.......... enjoy!

Thursday, September 11, 2008

The saddest day of this month.

So sad!!! Todae Mr Chan (our maths teacher) scolded us. Very fierce........and scary........ But never mind wat is over already over. Lets change a subject. Mmmm...... lets talk about a happy thing about 2moro. But to me it was a big thing! I am having my piano exam 2moro! although i always practise, but i am scared of the examiner as i will shiver and wat if i played wrongly. My teacher told me to get good results. I am also wishing to get marks with flying colours too!May Buddha bless me. 2moro MUST play VERY WELL to the examiner. Don know why todae my feelings can say a bit happy also can say abit sad. Why did i say sad that, bcos someone told me that some of the 5-2 girls hate me. At first, i actually don believe. but that person say until very real. Ya, i know that alot of people in mee toh school hate me. But if u hate me, please tell me directly. Don say bad words at my back, let me know don hide from me. I won be sad one. I happy bcos i finally forget this person, don think of this person for one day, i really did it. HOORAY!!!!:-) I tell myself don ever ever remember him. Even i saw him in school, i must treat this person as nothing, have a clean break with him. Although sometimes saw him abit happy but there are also times that very sad. Don know why??? Just have my dinner finished. I argued with my parents, they say my cousin will come to my house from next week. And they are going to KL this coming Sunday until the next Thursday. I asked them not to go but i know they won listened to me. They asked me whether i want to go my cousin house to stay overnight when they are not at home. I don wan!!! So they say me very selfish. I don knoe why, i have this feeling that i am no longer a small child in primary 3 or 4. I am already primary 5, i am independent. So i asked them whether i can plae badminton with my friends when they are not in Singapore as my mother had just bought 2 badminton racket for me. They don agree. WHY? WHY? WHY? Can anybody tell me why. Since they bought the badminton racket for me, why they don let me to plae. Just downstairs only wat. Whats the problem???They simply just don understand me. However i have to say SORRY to my parents. As my voice was too harsh just now. Now, my heart is very very extremely pain. Don know why??? I CRIED.

Written on 9.37 pm, 11/9/08.